Thursday, July 28, 2005

Wed. Took on a relief teaching job @balestier hill secondary. This school has some welfare problem as teachers are on MC on a frequent basis. In a day, they needed FOUR relief teachers. Personally think their teachers are being overworked as we had to take on so many classes, there was only a total of an hour break. Then again, what am i complaining about? that brings working hours to a total of 5 (from 8 to 2)and I get paid much more for 8 hours of work at Citibank. Had a call from them today, saying that they had put me into their pool of regular relief teachers- ie i get one day jobs that do not take away too much time from me... ie i get to earn more $ for my trip while still be able to plan it.

Watched Sin City again, and discovered more links between the characters. A really messy n gory show if you ask me. Funny at times but overall, seriously not my cup of tea- I don't get the point.

Had dinner with Carrick, Ivan and Noel. Lynn was sorely missed till she appeared after dinner and we had our routine Scrabble session. LOL. It's turning out to be a sham coz we now exchange our tiles and go through the extra tiles for letters we need in the bid to create long and beautiful words=)) they blame me for 1) hijacking the board (inserting my word b4 my turn) and 2) asking for other pple's tiles. I plead innocence! hahaha isn't group consensus needed for such deeds to materialize? Anyway, had fun though all of us were all rather tired. Went to Ally bar for a drink after that, and realized with a jolt that I've known all of them for FOUR years! Doesn't seem a long time if you compare it with my friendship with my Cedar friends whom I've stayed real close to- abt 9 years? and my church friends whom I've known since Pri 2 (13 yrs). However, I am still amazed that we still go out occasionally, talk and have maintained a friendship for such a long time. Hell, besides lynn, I've not checked in with my JC friends since JC ended. no phone calls, no outings, no nothing. Zilch. cero. Itz rather sad if one thinks about it. but I tend not to. Itz as if JC didn't really occur for me- it remains just hidden, shrouded in the shadows of my memories, forgotten.

Monday, July 25, 2005

Photos are UP. Have a look=)

The Thinker
I always have an inclination, an urge, to meddle in other people's business (read:problem). If i don't, it feels as though i am a lousy friend who doesn't care. If i do, i might do it wrong. However, not meddling might be wrong too. But what is right or wrong? how do we judge? should we judge at all? what gives us a right to judge? what is the difference between judging and mere opinions? what is the difference between giving advice and meddling? are they one and the same? By dispensing words of advice, am I imposing my world view of others? If I meddle, how to meddle, where is the line drawn?

The desire to meddle, to 'help', usually leads me into a state of mental paralysis, where i spend my time pondering over the problem at hand, yet coming up with no workable solutions. Then it leads me to think about my motive- coz WHY THE HELL AM I THINKING SO MUCH ABT SOMETHING THAT IS NOT HAPPENING TO ME???

What is the motive behind meddling? Is it purely altruistic- wanting the best for my friend? The need to force other people's life to adhere to a certain social standard that I might live by? The selfish, hypocritical desire to be seen as a 'caring friend'? or am I living my life through others in the safety of being the 'observer'?

Also, what can be qualified as 'best'? Agst whose standards are we measuring it by? Most importantly, what gives us the right to meddle in another individual's business?

I sincerely would like to think that I am Thinking for altruistic reasons, however, am I? I really can't seem to answer that question.

Saturday, July 23, 2005

Walked out of the office after work on thursday evening, feeling extremely light. No regrets.I know that I did the right thing by quitting. Had a lovely time with Carrick, Noel & Lynn (in order of appearance) @ Carl's Junior*. Found out a little about what has been going on in their lives and meeting them again on wed!Scrabble session @ coffee bean was a little short but nonetheless stimulating and fun.
Highlights of the night included 1073 attempts to pry open the travel scrabble set(after having succeeded, closing it back and trying AGAIN!?!) and a little mishap involving a runaway muffin and splattered drink.

Friday morning began with a phone call about a MOIVE MARATHON. Met up with WQ and LT for lunch, forgot to bring 'Serendipity' and persuaded WQ to give me a lift home to get it. LT and WQ ended up washing WQ's car at my car park (coz there were many birdshit stains) while I left for my US pre-departure briefing.

Which brings me to the first pt of this entry:

If I ever had the power to change anything about the world, I would make sure that birds didn't shit at all. Alternatively, birds that shit would possess the instinct to only shit excessively on pple i don't like.

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Movie marathon itself went rather well, although the choice of shows were found wanting. A moment to remember- saw the female lead get striken with Alzheimer's. Butterfly effect- had the male lead kill himself while still in his mother's womb. Serendipity- 2 weddings broke up. Million Dollar baby- female lead became paralysed and bit her tongue on numerous occasions while attempting suicide.


Spanish Lessons today was a DRAG. couldn't keep my eyes open half the time and spent the other half singing a Spanish song " los opuestos"

doesn't ring a bell? LOL

Here's the coro (chorus)

cantemos sobre cosas opuestas
si digo abierto, dices cerrado
si digo primero, dices ultimo
si digo futuro, dices pasado

Stay tune for the translation=P

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

5 things I learnt about myself today

Uno- I have a morbid, inappropriate sense of humor

which surfaced after I saw a lady escape from the clutches of the MRT door that she was sandwiched between. Disclaimer: Was too far to offer help.

Dos- I reveal too readily how I truly feel

Went up to my supervisor today and said seriously meant it when i said ' Can today be my LAST DAY of work not Thu? I don't want to work anymore. I am SO bored, I can cry.'Ironically, the last 2 days of extreme boredom has been my most successful days as a telemarketer, clocking an average of 105 calls and 4 leads.

Tres- I can't take psycho-planned violence

Watched Mindhunter. Violent. Spent half the time dreading the killing scenes. All in all, it did itz job as a thriller- it left me stunned. I should just stick to Gangster types of shows (Young & Dangerous type) ... honest stabbing of one's opponent is the way to go. Theme of 'righteousness', 'brotherhood', seats better with me.

Cuatro- I'm a diehard romantic(no matter how practical I sound)

Trash novels and chickflick romance movies are my thing. Need I say more?

Cinco- I'm the Queen of Procrastinators

I've not done a thing about my travel arrangements or calculated the cost of my trip to US.

May Wednesday be better *cross fingers VERY TIGHTLY*

Monday, July 18, 2005

After a hiatus that has lasted for approx 2.5 months, I'm FINALLY blogging again, spurred on by *Qiuyi's 'Oei! Your blog's dead already ah?' and *Tze's 'Have you stopped blogging?' It's been an extremely long time my dear amigos and much (or little?) has happened during this time- depending on how one attempts to perceive the events of the past 10 weeks. And to help the clueless along, I've compiled my

Top 10 achievements

(uno) Practised the art of BUMMING so diligently, I almost entered bumming nirvana

(dos) Destroyed the potential of this major milestone in my life by FINDING A JOB

(tres)Entered the first storey of hell on my first day as a Citibank telemarketeer

(cuatro) Sold my soul to the devil by conning gullible pple (aka SUCKERS) into opening accounts with the bank, by actively withholding information that would have made them decide otherwise

(cinco) Enrolled for Spanish lessons- which are 'fenomenal'

(seis) Stuck to my beliefs and valiently defended the fact that I AM NOT KAYPOH!

(siete) Learnt the art of fishing (NO SNICKERING HERE OK!)

(ocho) Rekindled and strengthened old friendships!!!!

(nueve) Watched 5 seasons (not season 5!) of Buffy and season 1 of Angel

(diez) FINALLY QUITTING MY JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and there it is folks! top 10! ... and then the time was also spent on doing my visa, accommodation, borrowing books i have yet to read. Have not caught up with other friends... like Lynn..Jenn..my YEP friends...GWEN, who is checking out NYC as I type...&*%%&(&*^...yes I am extremely jealous...Siying & Aishah....Kuanlin (when we going for supper???)...oh ... I've also been WAEP-ed and have eaten too many suppers which explains what u see when u meet me=P

**Hasta luego!**

*Disclaimer: Words used are not exact in their replication they are simply used to recreate the tones of the respective individuals.

**Carrick! The template is not orange coz i was too lazy...I still remember what u taught me!!! (i think *sheepish grin*)

**Until later!**